Its Lauren

so rose just stubbed her toe, and is now fileing her toe nale
and is in her wardrobe


BIG SHOUT OUT TO EVERYONE WHO READS THIS.
love everyone
xxxxxxx



P.S. i have glitterey hair

paris hillton is a mug

when paris first got arrrested, her mugshot was like "oh hey bitches, i'm not going to jail, that's so hot."

when she next got arrested, she actually did serve some jail time, so it's like "oh heyyy umm i'm hot?"

arrested again a week ago (?) and it's like "i'm so hot- IT'S NOT MY COKE OR MY PURSE I PROMISE!"

bless her poor little coked up face...

anyway, i'm.... so much confusion aujord'hui.

nighnightnight xx

awfulawfulawful

manz!

this is how i feel right now:

kidding!

i am a stone warrior

becuz i am not feeling like this

i

am

just

confused.

waht?

whaaat

this is me:

hahaha sorry but that is too funny, while i was looking for a pick of me

oh i realise this is not working, i'll have to blog proepr tomorrah

toodles xxx

realisation

since friday i have had a grand total of two epiphanies.

1. last friday, at lunch, (yes i knoow that last friday was like 4 days ago) i rediscovered the wonder that is cream of tomato soup

actually i've never really liked soup, sooo it's more a recent discovery

so i've ordered a one person thermos flask online ready for some soupehh drinkin' in this here cold weathah.

2. now this second one is less of an epiphany, and more the grim realisation that i shall be murdered in my bed.

this is because susy metioned to me on saturday that the girls in the year above shall eat me alive if they find out about friday, because i'd clearly feel the same way about someone in the year below, which for some reason i had not even thought about

so if posting gets a little sparse, then im either dead, or in hopital

so, in order to take my mind off of all this curfuffle, i decided it was time for some retail therapy and i ordered a nuuuuw dress in time for greg/james' which is a complete waste really, but oh well, i'll wear it again.

unfortunately, as i am still wonderfully jobless, (friday is job seeking day) i don't have enough muns to pay for the dress and to also have enough for this month, sooo i now have an extensive list of chores being marked up by my mum as i type to repay her

so hello window cleaning/gardening/tidying/being her general slave...

except i don't care because i am going to be wearing this beauty

yay chiffon sleeve on the bad arm side hurrah for my ingenuity.

byebyebye

xxxxxxxxxxxxxx (<-- in case this is my last post.)

xmasxmasxmasxmas!

just got a whiff of chirstmas tree from somewhere in my house.

!!!!!!!

I CANNOT WAIT FOR CHRISTMAS

p.s. someone buy me an adult version of this

ego boost much?

yesterdayyesterdayyesterdayyestehdanfhuaojf;drga!

finally something slightly interesting happened

which is so refreshing as it's been so standard for soo long. just nothing much going on and then at last we had a party that we actually were in the mood for (it's been months and months and months since we've actually wanted to bother going out)

and it was just such a fun day because everyone was excited for going to gemma's later, and every lesson down was one closer to parteee toime

and just sitting in my free last period was soo nice because i wasn't even doing much but i didn't have crappy history with miss grove

and i was just sitting around listening to music and i just remember listening to this:

and feeling weirdly excited for the first time in a long time. (please excuse the weird anime video that goes along with the song)

then it was just such a nice night getting ready and being slightly hysterical with susy and eva and gemma, and then acting out our plans for each individual night (which ended in everyone just banging under the table)

and then at one point we had the group of 8 of us reunited which was so old and outdated but sort of gave a wave of nostalgia

in general it just felt all different, seeing people i hadn't seen for ages, not doobing and drinking vod instead, and not getting more than tipsy or sad at all was really really nice

though i think the not being sad thing was sort of because i was preoccupied with my valiant conquest of you.
and then finding out, to my surpise, that you'd told eva that 'well she's obviously a seriously attractive girl'... which was an ego boost and a half, then not having to make the first proper move.... eeeee it just cheered me up no end. not that it wasn't just rebound fun, but aghh i've missed getting with people.

and yeah, it felt really nice having people excited for me, and me being all retarted and excited and nervous and lustful makes such a change from being doobed out and sad.

oh god i do remember at one point having my 'doobing prowess' recited to you which was just sooo embarrassing now i think of it.

BUT FOOOK EEEET i'm not going to let me get myself down for once.

byebybye

even if im on the sort of high from last night that is gunna crash and burn soon enoughblahblahblahh

golden oldies

i was looking for that kurt cobain photo i just put on the last post and found some photos of old film camera photos from a family album. not gunna lie, i was clearly jokes as a child and i think things have gone a bit down hill since.

i was unexplicably chinky as a child. like, sort of unaccaptably. don't actually want to put it out there, but foul play anyone?